I’m the Jiujitsu Competitor guy that smoked a lot of weed was addicted to porn and went through a tough break up when I join your program.
Since then I’ve moved to Denver Colorado to grow my business and continue to pursue my goals and dreams.
I find myself getting caught up in the ways of this world I’ve managed to eradicate my pornography addiction mostly but I’m still smoking weed daily.
I ask God to take it away from me but it just seems my why isn’t strong enough. To be honest I feel like it doesn’t hinder me and it actually helps me and I know that mind state might be keeping me stuck because deep down I wonder what my life would be like without it.
My question is how do you truly find change in your life because what I find is everywhere I go, there I am with the same patterns, habits, and problems.
I want to find peace in my life and lately I’ve just felt like I drifted from my path slightly and I’m wondering how to reinvent myself for the next chapter
Thanks Uncle E.
Hope life at the ranch has been peaceful and plentiful for you brother.